Clinical Depression

Financial crisis, nearly brocken, preparing for an examination that may provide a job. Can't concentrate always feels like ending it. Taking pills on Dr's prescription, not that helpful. Time is sprinting and I am stuck at the point of failure. Can't find a job, also have mental issues and my eye sight is very bad to be specific I am 40percentage disabled on my eyes. Family is in financial crisis, parents arguing each other almost everyday. I don't have a room of my own. My studying desk is placed in the common room and whenever that argue I can't study. They are so loud and if I didn't managed to get this job within this year. We will face destitute at it's worst form. Apart from clinical depression I also have anxiety issues. It's all because of my neurological genetics from a young age I had this psychological abnormalities. Now I am facing different kind of phobias like acrophobia, claustrophobia etc. My health is getting worse I have gout attacks, fatty liver, and a brocken left leg which caused in an accident 5yrs back my heels were brocken in that accident and it still hurts, joint pains are a common syndrome of elevated level of uric acid in blood. Feels like I am in a Kafkaesque. I feel like the vermin in the short story metamorphosis by francis kafka