I've lost my family member in COVID second wave and ever since then it's pretty hard everyday . I cannot feel happy or joy or excitement every thing seems to be faded.
I've been on my anxiety meds but the amount of mental pain I have is too much.
I fell like getting more and more attention from my close ones
If they don't respond or disappoint me I use to cry and can't even tell anybody about em .I fell like I'm not living for myself ...
The heartbreaking thing about loving an avoidant as someone with a more secure attachment style is that you have to do it from afar to preserve your own mental and emotional wellbeing.
there is a "friend" of mine that represents behaviors that just push my buttons. he can't accept someone boundaries, like most aries i met tbh but well, we were closer when younger but now i try to...
the way it ended with my abuser frustrate me too much, because they "won" by making me believe i was the insane one.
for 3 years my "bff" psychologically abused me. i told her my f...
