Everyone thinks I'm addicted to computer games. I'm not sure if I have a problem or not...so I'm writing here. I play at night, I fall asleep in the morning. I sleep until 5pm and wake up broken. I've been surfing the internet for a while, reading news, texting, watching videos. I think about getting work done (I work remotely). I sit down at the computer. I tell myself that I will play for a while, and then I will tune in to work. And I start playing. In the game, I can get angry if my character dies a lot. Then I smoke. And I don't want to work. I want to play and win. At 3 a.m. I stop myself, I convince myself to go to bed, because I plan to start working after I sleep. I get up in three hours and work as I should. I do everything quickly. So that "this can all be over sooner." I go to bed, get up and play...I sit on the Internet....If a girl calls, I discuss with her how to make money. ...money is scarce...The girl tells me that I am addicted to the game, I get angry and argue with her....
