Haha it's gone. No fr it's gone, non existent. My self esteem is at rock bottom, I used to think shit like "oh.. I'm so ugly.. God who would want me" or "why am I so stupid..?" To "mm.. I'm ugly, there's 7 billion people and honestly won't be surprised if no one still wants me. I ain't lyin" and "Wooo! Let's see how LOW my grade is today!" Likeee.. I already know to not expect anything higher than minimal man. Atleast I'm smart enough to know that. Like I don't expect anything of myself anymore. But like dayum, me. You suck-
