Hi everyone! I've been really tormented by a problem lately.

Hi everyone! I've been really tormented by a problem lately. I can't leave my wife. We are with her for a long time, and we have a daughter. My wife is a dear, close person, in whom I am 100% sure. But before she was also calm and more attractive. Now we fight every day. She annoys me. We haven't had sex in over a year. She's not very good at sex either. A few months ago I met a woman who changed my life. I feel so good with her. It's just a breath of fresh air! I've never been in such a close relationship before! I never imagined it could be like this at all. When I'm annoyed, I text her and it makes me feel warm. I'm always drawn to her. Would I want to live with her? I don't know! She has a son and a complicated past. She looks worse than her wife. She is often written to by men, and she has previously moonlighted as a service worker of some level. That's a big turn-off for me. My wife is "decent". And I'm very used to my wife, she's family. I'm sure my wife won't cheat on me. But sex with my wife is horrible. I don't know what to do, it's hard for me to cheat on both women.