I am stucked everytime

My hands are literally shaking while i am writing this , today I came to know that I have missed my test which was on 7th and no one have even asked me because I have no friends here no one to talk too , one that friend asked me whom I doesn't like and something happens now and I think he will too don't talk to me now , I don't care but no one is my friend here except him , I really want to cry hard , shout loud.Getting irritated over small things which are not going as I want.I have no energy to bear more problems , more stress.Always end up

having some misunderstanding.

Didn't attend director's class , and now it's on Wednesday

I don't know , why everything bad happens with me only .

I wish I could write everything here , because it's effecting me inside like a burden , like a heavy weight to in my chest. I can't understand what's happening