I'm currently in a difficult situation with my partner. We're unable to have calm discussions, and when I try to stand up for myself, he responds by berating, cursing, and yelling at me. Even when he apologizes, I find myself apologizing as well, and I've expressed that I can't handle the way he speaks to me when he's angry. Unfortunately, he blames me for pushing him to that point and threatens to leave. To make matters worse, I'm pregnant with our baby, and he's started smoking again due to my hyperemesis, which has caused me to be hospitalized.
He says hurtful things to me, like telling me to "fuck off" and mocking me for not handling my hyperemesis well. He interrupts me and accuses me of always having a rebuttal, but even when I don't say anything, he still gets angry and threatens to leave. It feels like a never-ending cycle of torture, and I don't have anywhere to go since I haven't been working since getting sick.
I don't want to go through pregnancy and raising a baby alone. I just want my partner to see me in a better light. I'm hurting so badly, but he doesn't seem to care. He accuses me of being condescending and always needing to be right, but I don't feel that way at all. I'm just crying and begging him to stop yelling at me, but it seems like he doesn't understand how much his words and actions are hurting me.
