I've known that I'm attracted to women since I was young, and I even told my mother 10 years ago. However, she denied it and said I didn't know what I was talking about, so I kept it to myself. A few years later, she found out that I had kissed a girl by going through my phone and shamed me in front of my entire family.
From then on, I knew I had to keep everything hidden and even pretended to date boys to avoid suspicion. Everything was going fine until I went to a nearby city with my girlfriend for a day trip. We had a great time, but when I got home, my mom was furious. Her friend had seen us, taken photos, and sent them to my mother. She told me I was no longer welcome at home and disowned me.
I asked my grandma if I could stay with her, but she said she'd rather I be a prostitute than a lesbian - it's unbelievable. In one day, I lost my family and home because of something I can't change, no matter how hard I've tried.
Mentally, I'm struggling. However, I'm trying to stay strong and will stay with friends as long as their parents allow me until I can find a place of my own.