she is an horrible person who's behavior affects my health and it's becoming even worse nowadays, and it's like my sibling refuse to see. lemme show you the recent move she had, it's always abt hypocrisy:
-last time we went to the cinema and there was a restaurant next to it. we looked through its windows, so i said "hey anyone interested in eating there tonight?" my mom immediately said to my sister "omg say yes your sister is inviting us!" i never said i was paying? but to her it was due, who impose to be invited? she always claim not liking people that use others but she is seeing me as a wallet, never wanna do anything with me if it's not to use my money.
-yesterday she said "i don't wear bra since 2 years" and i was like "tf even still recently you shamed me for not wearing some and it's ok when you do it???" and it was so pick me, so misogynistic from her (btw i don't wear bra anymore because of the panic attacks i use to have because of her it's compressing my chest you know) and she was like "huh?" ACTING LIKE SHE NEVER BELITTLED ME ABOUT THIS! i was like what a liar! i gotchu btch just admit! she stayed silent for a moment until finding an excuse, she said in bitchy tone "but my reasons are different than yours :)" implying this is a competition and make me feel guilty because she is sick, i replied "so what does it mean that my motives are less legit??" as if just not wanting too is not valid, she stayed silent because she can't be too obvious in her manipulations.
-she threw on the flat floor some trash, i said hey that's ain't cool? especially that she always said she was a clean person (btw she is not she would let the cat vomit stay for days in house, walk on it to spread it, would touch disgusting stuff and then put fingers in mouth etc) and say it's bad to throw things on floor, she said it was to revenge on the building caretaker, who absolutely did nothing to her! it's because last time she was attacking him for wifi problem, and he asked legit questions about how it happened.
-i have a big mole in the back that i can't see so i occasionally ask my mom how it evolves, it's important what if it's melanoma etc, she always act like i bother and my sister joins her, well when it's time to ask me for services i'm not a weight anymore, i do everything for y'all and i can't have sympathy in return?
-my mom is white and us being mixed with black, she would randomly imitate "african" accent, we say it's problematic but she acts like we are the issue for calling her out, but the moment my sister use the word ginger instead of redhead (my mom is) she would get scolded. and yes it's like she believes that her white people pain is worst than poc.
-last time she said that "you know sometimes i feel black because i feel their pain sometimes" girl... i said "so do you need to be a tree to be sad about deforestation?" that's crazy to say something like this, just say you empathize with them, but she has to make it about herself to make it important.
-she was explaining to the waiter how his job works... she is always so arrogant, the same way she would say her colleagues hate her because she is honest, no you're just an horrible person to them, arrogant, talking to them like they're dumb.
-she would also pretend i'm a liar, last time i said if you need my device later you can take it, she said ok. she never took it she looked busy on her phone, candy crush type of game full sound blast. so i used my device. later she was like "well goodnight since apparently we can't use people device" making passive aggressive comments instead of formulating needs like a mature person, as if i'm the one who didn't respect what we said earlier.
-we would play some boards game and if she lose the first question she would insult everything and quit the game as if she was 5 years old, my sister laughs about it but i think it's kinda creepy to act like that when you are 60+ years old.
-a device wasn't working and i asked politely oh did you reboot it for example? she attacked me reacted as if i pressured her wtf.
-last time she said she would wash the clothes so i gave her everything i had after my holidays, and since today she didn't wash it. i have many hangouts starting from today what will i do, first she was avoiding my questions until finding an excuse she said "pff it's nothing it's just underwears" so i replied "so i just should go out butt naked?" is she dumb, always to avoid facing her wrongdoings. she is sabotaging me again, she also use to snoop in my room or lose my stuff for me not to find them out before going out.
-one time she said "hey you didn't tell me goodmorning" but if i don't she doesn't say it to me? she saw me she looked at me, why it should always come from me, i am the one who has to bow for her?
-she would defend problematic characters just because she would act the same, or if the person is attractive, so imagine being a legit victim but not to her taste? rigged
-last time she insulted my father because her netflix wasn't working as if it was his fault, he still helped her tho (they are divorced btw)
-she doesn't stop talking during a movie but to make dumb comments, criticizing the actors appearance especially women, being racist, homophobic, sexist, would describe out loud what everyone can see, but when i make a valid question she would cut me to talk louder, you don't hear anything anymore SHUT.THE.F.UP
i will explode and look like the problem child...
