A dirty feeling

For a long time I didn't dare to write my story on the site. My nightmares have resumed, and I'm again dreaming about a fat drunk man molesting me. He didn't hear the word no and I now feel "dirty". It's been 3 years that I've spent in promiscuous sexual relationships. It was both men and girls. I wanted to get clean, forget everything. But it didn't work, he comes to me in my dreams.... I want to get back at him for making me dirty.... But how? Now he's an alcoholic, he's become worthless. Sometimes my anger at him is so strong that I kill him in a procee: killing in the middle of a computer game

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