Failed in the exam for the 5th time and it's not even that hard , it's due to I am not able to remember the things.
I am ashamed of myself , I am not able to face my parents, they are disappointed from me , feels everytime like a heavy burden to them. 😖
I have fear of what will be happen in my exam as I didn't study yet these antipsychotics causes me lost my concentration I want to take drop from my college.i don't understand what should I do?
Dad died one year ago from heart failure
tough times are coming back to me, trying to accept that he is gone
I miss him terribly… ;(
EVERYDAY AGAIN AND AGAIN REMINDED TO ME THAT I AM A FAILURE AND TOLD THAT SPENDING MONEY ON MY EDUCATION OR NAY OTHER TREATMENT IS A WASTE OF MONEY TRIGGERS MY ANXIETY I FEEL A RUSH OF FEELING JUST...
Too much overthinking , self talking too much and loudly , future predictions in my mind , thinking about past , feeling lonely and hopeless , forgetting everything,fear of loosing relationships an...
