EVERYDAY AGAIN AND AGAIN REMINDED TO ME THAT I AM A FAILURE AND TOLD THAT SPENDING MONEY ON MY EDUCATION OR NAY OTHER TREATMENT IS A WASTE OF MONEY TRIGGERS MY ANXIETY I FEEL A RUSH OF FEELING JUST COMING OVER AND TAKING CONTROL OF ME I GET EXTREMELY ANXIOUS AND FEEL WORTHLESS BURSTING INTO TEARS AND SCREAMS IT FEELS LIKE MY BODY WILL JUST BURST IF I CRY FOR EVEN A SECOND MORE I FEEL SO ANGRY THAT I LOSE CONTROL AND THOUGHTS THAT SHOULD NOT COME IN MIND JUST COME AND FEEL LIKE ALL THIS ANGER INSIDE ME IS JUST PILING UP AND ONE DAY WILL JUST BURST OUT OF ME AND I WILL GO CRAZY IT MAKES ME FEEL VERY UNEASY AND MY HEART RATE GOES UP I CAN FELL MY HEART IN MY THROAT . JUST A LITTLE HELP ON HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS.
Hello guys, please how do I get over this?
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