I am 21 years old female now and I haven't developed any skill yet , I have no talent , no achievements , not good at anything.
I don't talk much too people but whenever I do , I am never heard , always gets ignored and this reduce my confidence and thats also force me again to not talk to anyone because it is so embarrassing that u r saying something to someone , and they are not even aware that u r saying something to them , busy in gossiping , having funs.
I have no friends at my class , and those who are , they thinks I am so dumb , characterless, good at nothing.
I had to work hard for the thing which everyone can achieve in minutes.
Whenever I create something like a report ,a poster anything , it doesn't get selcted no matter how beutifully I made them, I am never noticed by anyone, and that always goes to waste.
No matter how much I try , put efforts to, I am never be liked by anyone.
If one is talkative , good at presenting , they will always be selected if they had not done it , they will get all the credits , and the one who is less talkative like me they will always be last if they have done it without anyone's help.
I thinks I am not fit for this place , for this college.
I have made so bad impression of myself in everybody's eyes that people don't want to talk to me here, and the one who is talking to me thinks i am so dumb.
My previous friends , to whom which I shared a special bond with , doesn't talk to me now , because the bond which I have shared with them , now there is some other in place of me with them.
I literally have no one in my life , who actually cares me , loves me, to whom I want to be the only one in their life.
Not about in relationship only but in friendship too.
I always been a third person may be fourth or fith in everyone's life,
I am fed up of myself and my life.
