(first of all OMG i finally found an app similar to the one i was using to keep track of my abuser actions but sadly disappeared)
base: these days im anxious as hell bc imma probably cross the road of my abuser next week/i have a ticket sale coming tomorrow/i have a lot to prepare for an event and then... i'm treated like i don't matter
many times my friend M only replies to msgs that can be abt herself but when i wanna share abt me i get ignored which is not a coincidence.
it can be my successes but also my rants, and she has no excuse for the rants bc she vents everyday and i'm always supportive when she talks.
i used to communicate issues in general, but after experiences, sometimes it's just how people are and you know what i can't change them i'm tired, so i just mimic energy now, not saying it's the right way but i chose peace.
so after she ignored my msg abt me talking of my day and talked abt hers instead, i didn't reply and go on with my day.
how would you have reacted?
