maybe sexual harassment..?

I'm a 11 year old female, I don't care if nobody believes me and I don't care if people think I'm dramatic I just need to get this out of my chest nobody knows about this. Not my mom not my dad not my bro not my sis not my friends. Nobody. Nobody but one. My bestfriend.

When I was 9 I was just horrendous.i was stupid, stubborn and pretty much everything bad. So my mom got me this tutor. She was a 52-54? Year old woman. For a 54 year old she was quite built and like energetic. For the first few weeks, it was okay. I was learning stuff.. Getting along with her, but then she started locking the door to my room every time we do a session/study there. Then one day, she started to caress my thigh and told me her feelings.. Honestly just writing this disgusts me. I was disgusted at the time but I didn't say anything because I can't say no or say anything in that fact, to anybody. I was just pretty much antisocial, that kept happening and she kept calling me babe and shit I was basically her GF even though I didn't even say or do anything.. but my mom didn't know that. She just thought I was studying. Alot of stuff happened that I prob can't say and don't want to say but yea she did alot of stuff. To the point where I would pray to God or something to give her like a car accident or smth. Those were my genuine prayers. One time I was home alone and she was coming soon. Our sessions were at like 12pm, I sat on the couch, cried and just started full on sobbing while praying to God, some alone the line of "please please please make her not come. Mom isn't home I'm scared.. Please please come I don't want to be alone. Make her not come please please. Please". And like God actually heard me she didn't come and I never felt so relief in my life. Those God awful 13 or so minutes of my life just staring at the window of my front door just praying, crying and begging she wouldn't come felt like an eternity. Thank god she was fired. But not at the reason you might think, she was fired because she had some argument or something with my mom. This memory remained clear as day in my mind for the last 2 years. I just wanna think, and imagine. What if she was a male, what would she do..?