my mom is a liar

yesterday i felt a bump on my back probably a zit, so i asked my mom if she can try to pop it, because as you can imagine i can't reach it i needed her help. i know it's not the best thing to do but the feel was rly bothering me.

as always she doesn't pop but scratch until it bleeds, it's not a misunderstanding she always does that as if it was on purpose to hurt me because she has sadistic tendencies, like even if i tell no she doesn't respect my consent nor boundaries.

today i feel it hurts of course because she just butchered my back... my mom saw it and was shocked "omg what did you do on your back?!" i probably had an enormous wound ofc, i can't see but feel. i said "well it's you yesterday?" she was like "me? what did i do huh? when" i was like WOW is she trying to gaslight me????? it was the first time i was genuinely shocked about her lie because here i had a literal proof of her actions and she still try to pretend that is not her! i reminded her all the specific details of when it happened she played surprised and added that i probably did something after to make me be the culprit like OMG i can't even touch this part with my hands?!

but i'm not suprised by the past she pushed me to self harm by saying atrocious things on purpose and she never apologized, she also sprained my ankle when i was a child by making me trip and accused me, she used to slap me until it let marks on my skin and now pretend she never physically abused me, once someone twisted my finger and she didnt care when i told how much it hurts and until now i still have a deformed finger, and many things like that