help, i need some advices on what to do please
my mom has narc behaviors (gaslighting/lying/playing victim/dsicriminate/humiliate etc) but that day she crossed boundaries again, she reproduced again smth she knows is not respectful, losing my belongings and act clueless.
with the accumulation of the many times she did that, i screamed in my room that i was done.
i confronted her saying i am tired of her acting like she is innocent, moving stuff i accept, losing stuff can happen, but acting clueless when you are responsible? no.
i just wanted her to admit when she do wrong, like any mature person would do, it's easy to say "i admit i lost your belonging i'm sorry" simple!
first she couldn't stop missing the point on purpose making me look like i was the crazy one.
but then instead of admitting her behavior she did something horrible.
she used suicide as a threat. she said "then i guess i should die", "one day i'm gonna kms bc you hate me"
as all manipulative parent would do to avoid accountability.
i ended being the one comforting her and i stayed up all night afraid she might commit s*.
and it's not just that, i know she probably lied to my sister to make me look like i'm the one who abused her by twisting the truth. i feel nauseous by this injustice. i contacted many ressources that night because i was afraid and got no answers...
for now i can't quit this house, i am in a situation i recently quitted my job, what could be the life saving techniques to make life bearable with them in the coming days? i start to feel my anxiety issues coming back i don't feel safe at all.
