I hate my stepdad. And mom loves him. He hates me too. Yells at me every day, gets me for everything. Mom almost doesn't care. I don't want to go home, and I go out late every day. I dress like a troubled teenager, like my friends. I wear black makeup, and my stepdad yells at me for it too. I wear black makeup to spite him. Black fingernails, skulls on my shirt. When my grandmother was alive, she loved me, and I was better. I wasn't aggressive. I had a hard time getting over my grandmother's death, and I still cry at the fact that I'm alone now. My mom and stepdad don't want me. They want to send me to a military boarding school, they don't care that I am female and don't want to. I feel powerless, and I cry every day.....
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