I recently gone through a breakup and that left me with a lot of questions that am I not pretty enough or am I not enough
Ik it's all gone and done but it's hard to get over betrayal by your fav person and that too after 2.5 years of investment in them where they don't believe in you now
They left me with self doubt and
I feel like not included unwanted unloved
Sometimes i wonder and regret to get into this relationship but ik it doesn't matter anymore because it's all in the past but i can't get my mind off from things .
He lives in my neighborhood so i have to face him and his new her . I never talked to them but he left it on such note where I don't want to see him . it's hard to watch them together idk why people do that making someone feel like that.
Ik I'm overthinking it but its already been 6 months of my breakup and I'm still stuck
I have this job which I always dreamed off and now I'm dobuting it that am I going to achieve it . I lost some weight because I don't feel like eating somedays and ik it's unhealthy but idk what to do I can't study i can't focus because of him I lost some of my friends because we use to have common friends and now they are good friends of him and mine too they are nice but i can't blame them for anything they tried from there end to be friends with me but I don't want to put them in such spot so i maintain my distance.
Ik everything is in past now and do understand i can't do anything I can't change anyone or any situation but still idk why I'm not giving up on that thoughts
He ruined everything for me and ik it's wrong to blame him for everything because it's not his problem it's mine
At this point I shouldn't be worring about all this and should be focusing on my career it's crucial year for me
idk what to do honestly I have to give up now i have to stop now
Plz help
