I live in several worlds. For several years now... In every world, I am of different gender and age. Regardless of my desire and expectation, the world and personality inside me change... Over time, I got used to it... Most of the time I'm a guy who gets scared of everything. Sometimes I get kicked out of a girl, but not for long. Then I draw, very beautifully. I'm constantly surprised by myself... I am also a prophet, and the cleverest thoughts come to me ...
Of particular bewilderment was the emptiness inside, I didn't feel anything for anyone. Sometimes there were no thoughts either. They stopped and froze. Sometimes I feel like I'm recovering. Because I have emotions and I don't know what to do with them. I don't know if it's a good or bad emotion. They interfere with life. Since I have no relation to the environment, I do not know how to color the emotion. Personalities change less and less in me, and I try to determine which one will remain the main one in me. When a prophet wakes up in me, I start writing poems, they come in a stream, and I don't have time to write them down. If there is a person who likes to behave badly, I don't know how to get along with her ... I wrote all this here, I don't know who to tell, and who will listen to it ...
I don't have bipolar disorder, but there is no section for me on the site and I decided to write here
