hope someone can help me, it's been a few years since I was diagnosed with hyperthyroid, my weight dropped from 90 to 60 kilos, then my ex left me while I was sick, I also came from a poor and chaotic family back then I just finished high school so I have different jobs, life is very hard, I'm from the Philippines, in every job I've had, I've always had someone to fight with, my head gets hot quickly especially when I'm laughed at behind my back, a lot of people say that They say that I look stupid, in other words, I am a polite person, but even that is criticized by others, when they laugh at my politeness, now I work in a food stall, one day I saw that my colleagues were laughing at me so I asked them, they said that it was not me they were laughing at but our gay costomer, so I told them that we should be good people, because our gay costomer is kind and I also have a gay brother, since then They often make fun of me or make fun of me, but I don't pay attention to them even though I hear what they say, otherwise I just report what they say to the admin, it turns out that our admin is on their side in the nonsense, long story short, it's been almost a year , that I put up with people who make fun of me, I'm not gay, I've had many girlfriends, some of those who know me know that, but they also always tease me, wherever I go, left and right when you teased them, they would laugh at you and call you crazy, I tried to commit suicide, I took all the medicine I could find, until I felt dizzy, but I didn't die, there is a psychiatrist in our area but the fee is expensive that's why I can't try to go, now I can hardly speak from what I'm hearing, it would be long and there are details that I didn't say but I guess that's it for now
