I was in depression two years ago and i want to share that it was because I don't have an understanding and supportive family . I was in love at my teenage which was new and i dont get the healing process what I should get when it was known to my family about my boyfriend and love which was not allowed in my family and from that time i was in depression. And we can say it started then I had many stomach disorders and lack of sleep and nothinh heals me. After a lot of sufferings I went to doctor of stomach disease rather than psychologists because my parents and i dont knew at that time what depression is said and how to be treated. Then after a lot of search I get to know and I went to psychiatrists and had medicines prescribed but i had may stomach problems and vivid dreams till now and weight loss is the most irritaing everyone bodyshames on me. I need some other medicines which dont have effects of weight loss.

When I was 18 years old, I was in a relationship with a guy I loved the most. He seemed more important to me than anything else in my life. And one day he told me that he was cheating on me and that fact tore me apart. I took 5months to process that. I tried to forgive him and continued our relationship but certain situations kept triggering me which I used to express and it led to arguments between us. Then one day he got tired of my complaints and dumped me. That has a traumatic impact on me and it still stays and now again after 3 years I'm in relationship with another guy. He seemed perfect at start. He made me feel secure but now that he's still in good terms with his ex and I feel her ex is a threat to our relationship. The same case is happening. My present boyfriend is tired of my complaints about my insecurity and problems and feels that I'm unable to give him peace. I'm scared if he might start getting peace from his ex. His ex will come to our college as our junior and their closeness will increase. Leading to an increase of my trauma.

After every conflict or argumrnt my boyfriend tends to give me silent treatment and not contact me and acting like he is ending our relationship; if the argument is started by me then its my mistake to bring out the problem and if the argument is started bt him then again its my mistake that i did something for him to complain.

he is always right and he says i act like this..

from past manyyy arguments i break silence and text him first.

Beacause you forget ego when you are hurting.

now, i am done eith this i want to seee how granted i am taken…

if i wont go; will it really end? Will he never initiate to solve problem? Will he blame me for not coming…

I (30F) have been reflecting on my relationship with alcohol and it's made me wonder if I might have a problem. I've always struggled with sadness and loneliness, and in my 20s I turned to drinking as a way to escape those feelings. Unfortunately, it often led to me blacking out and having sex without any memory of it. I developed intense hangovers and vomiting became a regular occurrence.

During a particularly difficult relationship, I became severely depressed and stopped taking care of myself. When I did go out, I would drink heavily to feel happy again. It was hard to control myself and I often woke up not knowing how I got where I was. Eventually, I found a job with a great boss and started feeling better. I began hooking up with guys who treated me well, but I still drank a lot and did things I'm not proud of. Now, I have a boyfriend who helped me realize that my drinking was becoming a problem. But I still drink. How can I overcome this?