I’ve changed three jobs in fourteen months. One was awful from the start, but two others were pretty decent at first. I feel like I don’t belong anywhere. My team skills are nonexistent, I do my best to fit in with my colleagues, but it never works. At first, everyone is polite, but sooner or later I always begin to feel I’m an outsider in their conversations. I keep to myself, I’m not a sociable person, but people judge me as too private and unfriendly. I try to focus on the work instead, and at first the prospect of earning money and learning something new excites me. I obsess about new tasks and challenges until I burn out. Then it comes to the point when there’s nothing more to learn, I feel bored, and from that moment on, I literally make myself do the bare minimun while feeling guilty and unsatisfied. I hate the routine when I do things mechanically! The guilt and exhaustion build up, and I quit. Every time I tell myself next time I’ll stick around, that it wasn’t my kind of job… It’s very stressful, and I begin to feel ashamed of myself.
I would like to blame my ADHD for it all, but it’s not a big enough excuse. I feel useless and drained.
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Hello my name is KJ and my birthgiver will go by the name of George for this.. So here is some background information…
I’m 27 years old and George is 56 years old. I have lived my entire lif...
Okay so I’m not sure under what “category” this belongs to but here we gooo again.
okay so this happend today and like 2 weeks ago
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