I can't live a normal life

My current situation is overwhelming. I struggle with social anxiety because of my gender identity. Joining clubs or hobbies is challenging because I fear being seen as inappropriate or intrusive. Going out in public is a constant battle against judgment from others. It feels like a never-ending nightmare. I haven't had any close friends in years, and my family is not around to support me. I feel like I could disappear, and no one would notice for months. The loneliness is unbearable.

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