These days, i feel exhausted and tired just by living. I'm becoming a rock. I'm losing my ability to react to life.Just two months ago i had my last chance for university entrance exam and i couldn't get in anywhere. I'm not proud to say this but i used to be quite a studious student.I don't even know what happened but i did this to my own. I knew this was my last chance and studied nothing. And for that, I'm not a bit remorseful. Why am i becoming like this? Under normal circumstance the previous me would have lost her grip of life worried abt my academic situation. But im not. And i feel bad for not being worried abt it at all. For the past 2 years, i don't know why, but nothing seems interesting or worthy to me. I can't even bring myself to focus on things i actually like. For example, i really liked korean culture and language so i ended up purchasing a course. Needless to say, i quite enjoyed the first few classes but now it became nothing but a burden to me.I want to enjoy things i actually like but i mentally can not. I give up halfway. I'm at the prime of my life and i hate myself for wasting my time like this and what i hate most that i can't stop myself from being like this.
I don't know why i am even writing this,
i have been thinking about ending it
not because i'm sad or depressed or tired
it's just logically the best thing to do
i don't have...
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