I am always angry and get childhood flashbacks of my parents beating me, I was not smart during my childhood, not good at studies, my mother compared me with other kids, she beat me with wires, i had scars on my back, she has also burnt my one cheek with incense stick but the scar has healed 😊, she used to pinch my stomach(used to form blood clots) whenever i did unknowningly something wrong i was fearful of my complaints from school, even my teachers used to beat me hardly with sticks as my parents encouraged them, i tried my best to study, within time i became rude, intolerant and angry. Being a first child i always faced partiality, my parents used to buy ice cream and chocolates to my sister, they always said no to me as i was elder than my sister, i used to lick covers of her eaten chocolates and ice creams, my parents never gifted me something special, i used to ask them to buy clothes for me, despite having good financial condition my parents barely bought something for me, i remember my 22nd birthday when i was a student my parents didn't buy a tshirt for my birthday i used my saved money, i also worked as a delivery boy to make myself happy with money, i didnt know the feeling of love as i never experienced it, now when i get love from other people i feel very overwhelmed and i make them my universe and become attached to them 24/7 then they leave me, i am earning now and having a better life than my childhood but the anger is still there and i get frustrated with everything, i started seeing myself as a monster and i feel happy with this feeling of being bad and rude, i often think that this world is cruel and i my enemy and i shouldn't be kind to them.

My father married a new woman and wants me to communicate well with her. But I don't want. What to do?

I don't know what to do anymore. My ex is driving me crazy. She keeps contacting me all the time. It's like she can't leave me alone. Even when I block her, she makes new accounts just to reach out to me. She is everywhere. She even stalks my mom's Facebook and my brother's insta page. She contacts them. It's getting out of hand.

She used to come to my place all the time. I moved recently, not because of her, but now I'm glad I did. At least she doesn't know where I live now. But it doesn't stop her from trying to find me online. It's like she's obsessed. I don't understand why she can't just move on. It's been months since we broke up.

I feel like I'm constantly looking over my shoulder. I worry she might show up at my new place somehow. I'm scared to think what she might do next. My family is worried too. My mom keeps getting weird messages from her. My brother had to make his profile private because she kept commenting on his posts.

Every time my phone buzzes, I get anxious. Is it her again? What does she want this time? I can't keep living like this. I need help. I need advice on how to deal with this. I can't keep blocking her forever. She always finds a way to reach me. I feel like I'm losing my mind.

I amin relationship from 8 years. My partner online cheated on me in starting months of 2022 but then he quit those things and apologized to me .after that we were all good but then since sept 2022 he cheated on me again till April 2023 but he quit talking to that girl before I got to know. But somehow I got to know about it through his phone gallery few days back.he said he kept those phots to confess everything to me. I saw some photos but he quickly deleted them all and said that he don’t want to kept them anymore.he Is apologizing to me that he want to be with me that’s why he quit talking to that girl. He also told me that he is in fake relationship..he is just pretending with her due to some money issues.but in photos its doesn’t look like a fake relationship at all. What should I do now? I am afraid of forgiving him but its really hard for me to quit everything too.

what should i do?