i want something for christmas that money cant buy.

Have you ever wanted something that you know money could never ever buy? I do and it’s something that I want for Christmas more than anything. It’s the freedom to love the life I want to live. I’ve lived with my parents all my life. My boyfriend wants me to move with him and his parents to North Carolina. 10 hours away from my family and the friends and community I have found in the past several months. I don’t want that and I feel terrible. I’ve never gotten the chance to live independently and I want to know what it feels like. To be able to have a group of friends that I could call my second family. Not that I don’t love my biological family because I do I just wish I could have a second one and have the freedom to live the life that I want to live. I just wish I knew how to get it how do you get something that you know money could never ever buy?