As a teen i used to dream about my perfect happy college. Now when I'm actually experiencing it, it actually sucks. I've lost my father 3 years ago and my grandfather 2 years ago and my only lovable truly amazing frnd 4 months ago. I couldn't bring myself to socialize. U hardy have 3-4 friends who actually have no idea about my mental state always giving me some kinda negative vibes always wanna pull me down helped me lose my patience. I'm aware that I'm not supposed to be with that kinda people. But yea I need to be with some people cause now I'm in a college. I just don't feel good around people who doesn't care about their career
I just want someone to help me to show how to enjoy life
sometimes i wonder if i'm really appreciated the right way or because i'm convenient, when you compare how they treat others that they know less it's kinda saddening:
one of my bes...
I thought I was getting better. Since the beginning of this year, I’ve been experiencing anxiety—sometimes severe, sometimes mild. But for the past 2–3 days, I’ve been feeling suddenly disconnected...
i don't know if i would do it one day, but just in case i need to write about the reasons i had to leave it's here.
it's gonna be long so not forcing anyone to read it's some notes for me fir...
My body is exhausted, my mind is foggy, and my heart feels heavy. I wake up every morning around 5am feeling like I've been hit by a truck. I'm 30, but some days I feel like I've not lived at all. ...
