Thoughts of self-harm consume me for hours on end each day, but I can't seem to muster the courage to follow through. Growing up in an abusive household has left me feeling lost and unsure how to truly live. Instead, I've spent my life dissociating and retreating into my own world whenever things get too overwhelming. I even take sleeping medication during the day to escape the pain.
After years of being physically punished, I sometimes feel like I deserve to feel physical pain, even if I'm the one inflicting it. It's a twisted form of self-punishment that I can't seem to break free from. In some ways, the physical pain is better than feeling nothing at all. Self-harm helps me feel more human, reminding me that I'm still capable of experiencing emotions.
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TL;DR a close friend borrowed money from me and won’t give it back. I asked him to return it, and now I’m the bad guy.
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