I tried to fix life many times, but i just can’t. I’m very tired. I lowkey just want to lie down to sleep and never wake up in the morning. I’m breaking every day a little more when I read the news. how can we make this shit happen all around the globe, literally burn our planet, and keep going on as usual? I look at people younger than me on the subway smiling, laughing. I want to be like them, to stop caring, let it all go to hell. but I can’t. I’ve been doing activism for 3 years, and for what? now I can’t do even that… I thought we were going to make a difference, but now I feel like I’m one insignificant human, too small to influence any important decisions. i should get a proper job, but every time I browse through current jobs they’re all meaningless… i need to be doing something good in this life, and not just get up each morning and do things on autopilot. Sometimes I think the only thing that keeps me from dying is my cat lol. I know i’ll never be able to harm myself, when it comes to physical pain i’m a coward. this makes me feel even more pathetic.
sorry, I needed to put this into words
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