This is my third relationship and whatever he's good i feel good but the problem is he Always gets mad at me for tiniest things and sometimes i understand and keep it down but later when i voice my feelings, he is like so what? it's me who's shouting at you ,can't you even take that? and he just disrespects me like that and i feel like talking to no one(family and friends) and whenever we get into a fight it's me who always have to saysorry and beg no matter how much am hurt. it's like there are double rules, i can't do something that he can do and when I'm with him I'm always anxious thinking that he might get mad if i do this or say this, he says he's always irritated because of me even with the slightest things.
he blames me wherever we fight until we conclude "it's all my mistake " even though i didn't do anything to deserve that always feel lonely and worthless but i dont want to leave him because when i started this relationship i thought him or nothing but now my heart aches so much
I have a girlfriend.(I’m gay)We’re abt 3 month together. Before we knew each other for a month or smth,we didn’t rush and became a couple. At first everything was super good first month and a half....
