Hi I can help you so can we talk on any social media handles like Instagram or anything I am also betrayed by someone and I am thinking of giving up my life so If you can talk to me it will be nice for me.

I feel you should end things with him, if the relationship doesn't provide you the bare minimum like respect and love, then why continue it, and as it's very clear, voicing your opinion is no good either at this point since you've already tried it and he doesn't respect it, so take a firm decision and do what's the best for you, since he doesn't care about your feelings and you're the one who's caring about both then it's high time you stop being manipulated and put an end to this, he's clearly TOXIC, one who loves is never annoyed by the one they love, and if one is then this is what it looks like a TOXIC RELATIONSHIP, why you wasting time with someone who doesn't respect you value you treasure you as if you're the world to him, find someone who's obsessed with you and not annoyed, do not be scared to be alone or losing him, you'll make space for a guy who's way way better than this, kick this one out of your life

@stefan the thing is i cannot he did a lot for me and im grateful for him but that doesn't mean I'm hurting,he is hurting me a lot but i have a small hope somewhere

You should not stay in a place where you are not respected or valued, it will at some point start making you feel that this is the best you deserve and not someone who really cares about you or takes care of you, do not do that, you should respect yourself first and then expect others respect you, you see here since he sees you do not respect your own self and is settling for any kind of behavior, so he is also disrespecting you and treating you in an ugly way, think about what's right for you and take a step which is in your favor in favor of your mental health physical health and overall sanity