My mother never believed I was abused by her husband…

I live with my dad now, ever since my mother chose her husband over me. I was molested by him probably a dozen times when I still lived under his roof, and my mother said I was jealous and bitter?! How can she live like that! She told the social workers she believed me, but she never said that to me. She only said she didn’t want to change anything in her life, she refused to move out… When I told her her husband was touching my waist and pressing his body against me, all she said was calm down, and we’ll talk about it later. We never did! The next day she took most of my clothes and left me at my dad’s house! I feel like everyone’s abandoning me, no one needs me… My dad has a girlfriend too, and though she tries to be nice towards me, I can feel she doesn’t like me being here. She thinks I’m a problem child, and I got grounded because of her last week. I’m so miserable right now it makes my stomach hurt. My bday was on Monday, and I got only a text message from my mother wishing me all the best… I don’t want the best, can I please have the minimum? I just want the pain to stop, I need someone to love me. I used to look forward to becoming an adult, back then, when we were still living alone with my mother. Everything was different. She was different! Until she met that guy and got into him, like a mad bet. The thought of my mother still together with that piece of dirt makes me want to die…