hello everyone!
[first, it's the second time i open this app and i didn't have notifications that a lot of people replied to me last time! when i'll find time i will thanks them all because it means a lot]
okay so the real deal: last time i impulsively bought tickets for a concert in another country without thinking.
but then i regretted, many things started to stress me out and it shows more cons than pros.
this time i was alone and not with my bestie, i already made my plans of arrival etc, but then an oomf started to make me feel i was making bad choice and she imposed hers (which was actually less logical)
i think this is really what made me want not to go anymore. after being abused i can't stand someone trying to control me, i don't want to have to deal with her on place so i easily gave up.
also i already saw the artist so it's ok missing it, i don't wanna lose money for this when a better opportunity is coming later, i didn't listen to his latest songs, i didn't buy the right package, i'm in an era where i take a step back abt this fan life because of many deceptions. so yeah i feel it will makes me more stressed than anything.
so i made a post where i say i try to sell the tix at a discounted price and someone said they were interested...
but then i started to think what if during the signing session it can be a good moment to show my creations to this artist and hope for an opportunity or maybe i'm delusional?
idk what to do now, these days i switch a lot between having random burst of motivation then sudden panic and depressive episode what is it :/
