Idk why but my problems are not decreasing instead they're doubling day by day. My father is not supporting us financially and always used to say he spent all his money on us. I am paying rent and bearing most of the expenses and still become the suspect.
I don't want to live such life where I am unable to cope with my mental and physical health and still listening wrong about myself.
I am struggling really hard to earn and get settle but my father always do something that worsen the situation.
I can't even buy a two wheeler for me as that money can be used in the house or anywhere if emergency occurs.
I can't buy this because if I bought it, there's parking issue so i have to park it outside the home that may cause yhe robbery.
Another reason is petrol/electricity bill taht i will have to bear because neither my father nor my younger brother who is also working in family business can afford to pay such.
If i say anything to anyone or if I put any status on wsap insta, people talk shit about me my mom starts scolding at me that you shouldn't do this. Instead of becoming my support system, everyone is becoming the source of stress for me.
Idk what to do but I am done with this and I can't afford to bare anymore. I am literally tired of everything.
I can completely understand what you're going through my friend and it's not that you need to hate her, you just need to respect yourself more, and not surrender to every disrespectful act she's making as a partner towards you, I agree one has a right to explore their sexuality but not by keeping a guy longing and in hopes that you will definitely go back to him, also I discourage her attempt of being on a break and indirectly assuring that she would come back, but she comes back with news of hooking up with two, I appreciate the kind gentleman you're trying to be, but there are some limits, some red lines as partners that need to be followed and if one is not, then you should not be ashamed to chose yourself, as she never is , in the relationship you guys should always choose us, but since the beginning she seems to be choosing herself so now it's your turn, respect yourself and do not beg for her, what is meant for you and deserves you will simply find you
She can do whatever she wants wherever she wants with whosoever she wants, that's her life and her decisions to make, but keeping a guy holding like an option always is so not acceptable, and you who keeps encouraging it is also at fault, fine she wants to explore herself, sleep with a bunch of people to do so , of course she can, but you selling away your self respect and still clinging on to her besides this treatment is very disrespectful to your own self, respect the inner self, respect the inner child who is the main character of his life and can't take to be anyone's stand by or back-up plan.
Do yourself a favor and do not beg or surrender to disrespect for love