hey there everyone, just been doing some deep thinking lately, y'know? it's like, i'm just sitting here on this big ol' planet of ours, right in the midst of this massive universe, and i'm thinking... why? like, why are we here? does anyone else find it kinda strange that we exist? i mean, we're all just living on a ball floating in space
every day, i wake up, i get dressed, i go to work. it's like i'm on autopilot or something, just following this pre-set program. i'm sure you all know what i'm talking about, right? it's normal life for most of us. but every now and then, i kinda snap out of it... and i just can't shake off this feeling of how meaningless it all seems
like, what's the point of it all, really? why am i studying? why am i working? why am i trying to build relationships? i just don't get it. it's like i've been thrown into this world without any prior knowledge and told, "okay, do something"
and here i am, just trying to figure out what to do, how to spend my life, but for what? what's the end goal here? it's funny, but it's also kinda scary, y'know? i mean, i've lived a pretty normal life so far. grew up in a small town, went to school, got a job. but now, it's like i'm looking at everything through a different lens
i just keep asking myself, "what's the point?" i don't understand why we're here, why we exist
i've tried to find answers, y'know? like, i've read books, i've had long talks with friends, i've even tried to meditate, medicate etc. but nothing seems to give me the answers i'm looking for
but i'm curious, what about you guys? do you understand why you're here, what you're living for? or are you just as lost as i am? i'd love to hear your thoughts on this
