I don't know what to write here , I just feel like I m alone in this world going or struggling through this bcoz it is the most weirdest and awkward situation I am stucked at, I told here before about a boy whom I having accidental eye contacts , may be I am attracted towards him, but now I have made like a mean or way of entertaining them , I strongly feel like they both are making fun of me may be not I don't know , it feels they both have teamed up against me , I was already a shy, quiet, introvert girl who feels worthless everytime by seeing others , now I have to deal all these things , some incidents are happening like they believing or making sure I am in love with him I am getting too uncomfortable by only thinking this, u know I have stopped talking to my friend moths ago may be he has deleted my contact too and later this happened , what he will think about me , leave for him , even I am doubting myself , am I a characterless person , are they thinking I am characterless. I want to clear this , but will they believe if I told this , will they understand me , they are so straightforward guys , doesn't scared of anything. I have became a mean of entertainment for them
Also I have a problem of understanding things late, sometimes I can't even hear what the person in front of me is telling, ohhhh goddd I hate my life , I hate it , I hate it
