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cristy
1y ago

Depressed life

I am 19 yrs old today. I am getting panic attacks and suffering from anxiety since I was 12. I didn't understood it at that time but, with the time I got to know it. Life is been hard since I was 4 yrs old. My Childhood is been traumatic. At teenage I got escaped to my hostel. But, teenage didn't treated me fair. I broke up with my bf and later after few months still I wasn't moved on and he met an accident he died in it. It was damn traumatic for me.. It still is. Ay hostel these girls bully me a lot. They always take out topics about my ex and past. I want to talk with them about it. But it feels like I am tired, I don't have enough energy to deal with life. Day after tomorrow I have my practicals. Still I am not able to concentrate on my studies just because of my mental health and that's what these girls want. I don't know now I am scared, nervous, anxious, tired all at same time.

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shanahanwilmer454
1y

We really feel sorry for what happened with ur love one. May god bless that soul.

I can understand it really hard to move on but death is something no one can control. It is what is it. What i want to say to you is..try to talk with someone with whom u feel comfortable and safe cuz right now u r full of memories of your love one . M not saying take it out...m saying discuss it with someone who gonna listen u without any hesitation.

People come.... people go.....life doesn't stop. N by listening about you guys bond, i can definitely say that ur partner always wish for ur good mental and financial health, he never want you to be like this . He always wish for you to do good in your academic n educational field for betterment of your future, so why r you listening those stupid girls who want to make u feel low steamed... unconfirmed....and wish for your bad..


Listen to the voice of your love one and i am sure ....it gonna be ....like......" Do your best, Neve give up, keep trying, U R THE BEST "

KEEP FIGHTING.....FIGHTER...🌟

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bubu
1y

I feel sorry for you and I can relate to your issue, being a student living in hostel away from family and loved ones is difficult, but I tend to take things as , if life gives you lemons, make lemon squeezie. You're just 19 my love, life is way way more, and anything that comes your way take it as god's plan, god always have a reason for the good or bad happening to you. Trust me rn you just need to focus on your upcoming target, study well for that and ace it , as I believe you can , also answer those bullies bavk, flush that confidence in you.

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ahaan
1y

I feel sorry for whatever you had to go through or still do, but life always got something to bother you with, take it as a sport, deal with it sportingly, living in the past will ruin your current opportunities, maybe you have trauma but get over that fear and succeed girl succeed

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