feeling trapped

My boyfriend wants to come over sometime soon. I told him I’m not sure when because I need to see when my parents and I are going to visit my aunt and uncle. I keep feeling so uncomfortable around him because I just don’t know what I see in regards to our future. I wish I could just take a long break from him. Not break up but a break. I don’t want to move to North Carolina like he wants to. I feel selfish because we have been together for 10 years but moving 10 hours from my family and friends is just too much for me. He thinks that I have no friends here when I do and that I don’t have a career when I’m working towards one.he did apologize for saying that but it still hurt. I just wish I wasn’t in this situation. I’ve never felt so trapped in my life.

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