how to communicate with a real girl...

I started my new life and decided to end my porn addiction...yes, I am tightly "hooked" on porn and I just don't have a girlfriend. I was shy to meet and porn was a good outlet and a great solution to my problems. But there is a new problem-I feel inferior to others because I have porn...it's messy..... I was turned on by the usual pictures and videos at first. Then they stopped. I have to constantly intensify the impression of the story...otherwise I will not get pleasure...and at some point I realized that I am turning into some kind of animal...and now I have locked myself to porn. I try to meet girls...but I have such a non-human look that they get scared and move away...it's like they read "porn" in my eyes. I don't know how to talk girls into sex-never socialized. I tried to hug a girl on a date and she pushed me away and ran away. At this rate I won't have porn or girls. I'm already thinking of going to girls who provide services for money. But that's mud again...I'm going around in circles..... I go in circles from porn to porn.