Hi everyone!!! I decided to write about my problem, as I decided to end it once and for all .... I'm still a young man, but I'm not getting anywhere with girls. I haven't tried very hard, though. I don't know what to talk to them about and how to communicate with them.....
That's how my school life went, when I didn't have a girlfriend and didn't even go on a date. At university, it was the same. I played computer games, watched porn, and that was it. No girls. I started to feel inadequate, everyone else had one and I didn't.
Something began to happen to me - porn was no longer so exciting either. I had to look for more "edgy pictures". And I had to show in public that I was "normal".
One day we were drinking at a party. And someone had invited some girls who were "easy-going." I was tense and scared, "What's it gonna be like?" And for good reason, because it was bad.
I realized in my younger years that I was "off" and couldn't relate to girls. And that the only thing left for me to do was porn. I've sunk into a deep depression. I avoid people because I'm "not complete" and spend my time with porn. But I want to fight it. I'm sure there's something I can do about it....
