I am married but I also have feelings for someone else.

I am 35yo and married for last 5 years. But my husband never consummated our marriage. He says that the fact that I was not a virgin disturbs him and he cannot have intercourse with me. I have tried my best in the last 5 years to get past this and also suppress my desires. But very recently I started to talk to one guy from office via TEAMS MEET. We first started chatting and became good friends, then chats became video calls and we started falling for each other. We understood each other so well. But then he is 10 yrs younger to me and I am married, so we kind of fell apart. We are still in touch, still in love. We never met each other. But we are very highly sexually attracted to each other even now. Even after not being in touch for so long. I love my husband but the way I love my friend is different. I am so confused. I don't know what to do anymore. All I want to do is meet my friend and love him like I never loved anyone. Having such desires after being married is wrong. But I am not able to take my feelings and my desires out of my heart and mind.