Okay so I'm new to this but I'm going to try my best and explain what is happening and realizations I have had over all of these.
1. So my family dynamic is really weird like extremely,parents are still married and live together but they hate eachother and usually I have to sit and listen to my mom talk shit about my dad and my dad that complains about how crazy my mom is.Honestly they both are right,dad didn't really care for a long time and my mom well she is nice but sometimes she loses her shit completely and laces out on everyone except for people outside our house and she never apologizes.
2. So last night me and my friend aswell as my mom went to a Halloween party at a club because I really wanted to treat my mom yk? And everything went well until 10min before we had to leave i was tired so I layed on the table (I was drinking but I remeber everything clearly)and my friend and my mom walked away to go pay the bar and a few like seconds went by and my mom came back and she was asking me where my friend was,and I replied that he is at the bar and she couldn't hear me so I said it a little louder and then she slapped me and started pushing me to the exit and I started to panic and I went to sit on a coach and she started telling me what a disappointment I am and how I will never be anything with my life and that's when a guy saw what was happening and he stopped my mom and told her to fuck off and get her shit together anyway my friend came back and he held me while we were walking to the car trying to get my mom to shut up and she ATMITTED to slapping me then she denied it then she said its because I called her a bitch,we got into the car and I snapped i told my mom that she was not being a good person and that what she has been doing for years is not fair and honestly I will admit I was wrong for telling her that but I'm also honestly proud of myself. We got home and that was the end of the situation for the night. The next morning my mom bursted into my room and started accusing me of calling her abitch and then she said I did something bad and when she kindoff repeated what I did she changed her story and I called her out on it she walked out of my room and when I went to the kitchen she said:"then let's call the police since I assaulted you"and I said in a firm voice I'm done talking please stop talking and I repeated it and then she grabbed my arm and tried to like pull me to the ground but luckily my dad stopped her and said to back up. I ran to my room,she then proceeded to enter my room and tell me that I apperantly squared up to a girl and that's why she hit me. Later on my entire family left to go do groceries and I called my friend and he confirmed the story I remeber and then I also got the girls insta who I apperantly squared up to I dmed her and I asked:"hey did I do anything last night" she said no I didn't do anything like my mom is trying to spin it. I haven't told anyone that I have the proof except my dad but he didn't respond he walked away.I haven't spoken to her since and honestly not planning to ever speak to her again.You might be thinking I am over reacting but this was not the first time she has ever hurt me before. Gr1 to Gr4 she always looked at me while I was doing my homework and she would hit me if it was not done neatly acourding to her standards,she would also through my pencil case that was hard plastic and break it then she would spin the story that I broke it. In gr 9 she got very upset for god knows what reason and she wanted to go through my phone I said no,she then proceeded to grab my phone out of my hand and pushed me away,and I took my phone back and I told her that she can't just grab things and she started like squaring up with me and I didn't stand back(I really thought I was brave)and she chocked me against the wall. But after that day she promised me that she would never hit me again and that she is becoming a beter person and yk I believed her but she lied..
Guys I honestly don't know what to do it doesn't help,that I'm also busy with my last ever exam in high-school and I have no where else I can go. I am so close to breaking I can't be strong anymore. And I don't want to call cps because my brother doesn't have the same experience with my mom as me and that really hurts me
What should I do
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