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cmorar421
309d ago

I am really sad and angry all the time

All my life people used me. I have to act nice, polite, sincere and serving even if bothers me or hurt me but the moment I express myself or show any emotion reflecting it suddenly I am awful, impolite, mean, a person who is never happy in others happiness. If those person are any stranger or someone with not much importance in life it may have not hurt me but even my family is one of those All my life people used me. I have to act nice, polite, sincere and serving even if bothers me or hurt me but the moment I express myself or show any emotion reflecting it suddenly I am awful, impolite, mean, a person who is never happy in others happiness. If those person are any stranger or someone with not much importance in life it may have not hurt me but even my family is one of those. I really try hard to make me happy but sometimes I just couldn't. I couldn't talk to anybody not even with my mother because whenever I tell her about anything that bothers me she made me target of her anger, taunting, beratement for hours or even days. After that she will tell me to stop feeling my emotions at all and act anything is wrong or discomforting all the time. I had keep all my emotions hidden inside. This makes me sad and anxious. I get angry every easily specially with my mother. These tied up emotions are hard to handle. I cry all day and night even when problem is small but it just hit me hard and all my problem start to encircle me. I am not able to sleep all night. Please help me I don't know what to do

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