I really want to start things, but before I begin, I keep thinking about whether they’ll bring me any joy or if they even matter at all. I worry that it might just be a waste of my time. Because of this, I remain anxious and start losing interest in the things around me. Even when I try for a week or so, that sad, numb feeling returns, making me feel weak or like a loser. My days start to feel like an endless cycle. I feel like I am getting traped. That I come on day 1 . There's no progress or anything
I want a lot of things all the time. And because of that, I think I have a lot of problems. For example, I want to change my job to a better one. That's a problem. I have to write a lot of resumes,...
I've noticed a very awful pattern in myself. I tend to be very passive aggressive sometimes when I'm having a rough day or when I'm feeling down. My passive aggressiveness mostly hurting the people...
I haven't really had friends in the last 5 years and I've never been in a relationship. Feels like I’m wasting the best moments of my life on the Internet. I feel empty and I sleep for 3-4 hours on...
July 2022 was the year I decided to start doing things outside my comfort zone as an introvert, so it began with presenting more feminine and bar hopping. I brought two-tone wigs, revealing clothe...
