post partum depression

Hi

I delivered my baby on August second about 3 weeks back. It was an emergency cesarean. As my mother passed away, from the time I was pregnant, my mother in law was saying she will take care of me post delivery. When I reached native ( I was doing post graduation else where and came for delivery), I was craving to stay at my home and spend time with my younger brother and father. But upon asking to stay at my home for 2 days, my in laws didn't agree. I cried so much but suffered everything and didn't tell them. My tension was increasing day by day on staying at in laws home ( husband is working elsewhere) and finally it led to emergency c section. Post delivery I came to their house, as my baby wakes up at night iam not able to sleep in night but morning my mother in law comes , when I just close my eyes after putting the baby somehow to sleep and she asks me to wake up and drink milk so as to produce milk for the baby. They always blame for not eating , says I don't feed properly rtc. They are over caring for the baby and consider me as a milk producing machine for the baby. I fee like running away from this cage.