What it's like to fight monsters that came out of your computer....

I want to get rid of computer, game addiction....It's been with me for a long time...I was addicted to the game during the quarantine period. I play 12-18 hours a day at least. And even more. I've had it happen that I played for several days in a row. I just forgot to eat, drank a little and played...played...after two days I started to realize that I was very dizzy, I was confused...like in a fog...then I started to see snakes that crawled out of the screen, I cut them with scissors (my wife said that I cut all the wires). I was afraid of the monsters that "came" out of the screen, so I started hitting them with anything. Everything I could grab (my wife said I broke the monitor). I heard the voice of the main snake-monster, it forbade me to play on the computer. I argued with her, and yelled at her ....then I ran away from the monsters (ran down the street, according to my wife) ..... I was caught by the police (can't remember how) and here I am now in treatment for computer addiction. Whether I will be able to quit, I don't know, but I'm very scared for myself and how I'm going crazy.....